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When did my thoughts change? When did they start only consisting of you? When did I start thinking this way about you? When did I fall in love with you?
These were the thoughts of Karasuno's small Libero as he exited the gym after the afternoon practice. His hands stuffed in his pockets as he walked down the road behind his teammates. His eyes wondering to the Ace of the team every once in awhile.
"Noya!" his eyes shot up to be meant with his best friend Tanaka. "You OK buddy?" he questioned as he approached Noya. "Shit," Yuu thought as he looked at his friend. He was hoping nobody would notice his awkward behavior or their conversation but everyone was staring at them now.
"Yeah I'm fine!" he spoke as he walked ahead of the group, he needed time to think, to get back on his game. He couldn't do that if he was around Asahi, that was for sure.
"Hey, are you sure you alright? You were off in practice and your behavior is different today." his head was going to explode if his best friend didn't leave him alone to his thoughts. He tried to continue to ignore his friends but to no avail.
For the first time in awhile his patience was wearing thin as the group continued asking if he was alright. "SHUT UP! I SAID I'M FINE!" he finally snapped as he walked away for the shocked people. It had been awhile since he had yelled at anyone with being seriously angry.
The last time that had happened he was suspended for a week from school and suspended from club activities for a month. That was his fight with Asahi. It was strange that most of his problems seemed to start or lead back to the third year. Noya arrived home to silence as a letter was left on the table.
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Love mom!A sigh exited Noya's lips as he ignored the food and head towards his room. He threw his bag on the floor before flopping down on his bed. What was going on with him lately? Maybe he was getting sick, he thought as he stripped lazily out of his school uniform.
His phone vibrated beside his face as he turned onto his back. Staring at the bright screen in his hand. He decided to ignore the message only to have it go off again but this time it was a phone call.
He didn't even bother with checking the caller ID as he answered figuring that it would be Hinata or Tanaka bugging him. "What?" he snapped through the phone annoyed that he couldn't get any sleep.
"Um....well" he heard Asahi's quite deep voice through the speaker of his cell. His heart felt like it was gonna implode as he stared at the caller ID. What was going on with him why couldn't he think straight or act normal with Asahi lately.
"I was....um.....Well is the reason you got mad earlier because of something I did?" he questioned worriedly through the phone. Noya mentally punched himself as he could picture the look on Asahi's face at this very moment.
"No..." he sighed through the phone as he rolled onto his side. Was he turning into a hom*osexual? He didn't know, he had never felt like this with another guy or girl for that matter. He heard his friend sigh in relief through the speaker.
"Open your door." Asahi said before he hung up. Why did he always do this Noya thought as he pulled himself out of bed and stroll down the stairs. He opened the front door to the tall third year. "I swear," he mumbled as he let the boy inside before heading back towards his room.
He flopped down on his bed with his face buried in the pillow when Asahi entered the room. Asahi sat the bag of meat buns down on the table before he sat down on the bed beside his small underclassmen. "Noya-san are you feeling alright?" he asked timidly because he didn't want to get yelled at by the small hot-headed Libero.
"I'm fine," he mumbled into the pillow showing no signs of turning over to face him. Asahi's hand patted Noya's head making him shoot up and send a murderous glare his way. He immediately pulls his hand back startled by the look in Noya's eyes.
"Don't touch me." he spat before pulling his blanket over him and disappearing under the bedding. Asahi was so confused by the Libero's actions, that he let his body move before his mind could stop him.
His arms were tight around Noya's waist as he pulled the small Libero onto his lap. Noya pushed at the third year's body but had no luck getting free his voice was caught in his throat as his senses were filled with only Asahi.
"Let go of me Asahi." he tried to put bite behind his words but his voice was weak and his body protested against Asahi sitting him down. His body wanted the warmth of this older boy, but his mind was telling him it was wrong. He was so conflicted as he looked up at the tall third year.
Asahi's heart went into overdrive as he saw the desperate look on Noya's face. He didn't understand want was going on but his body moved anyways. His hand stroked Noya's face gently before his lips pressed gently against the small Libero's.
Noya's mind went fuzzy and he felt utter bliss flow through him as he threw himself into the kiss. His hand tangled in Asahi's hair, as he pushes the upperclassmen down onto the mattress straddling his waist.
"Asahi I'm sorry, I can't stop." his whispered quietly as his hands found the way around Asahi's body.
Later on
The two boys lay on Noya's bed Asahi's face buried in Noya's bare chest as they relax from the exercise. "You're intense." he heard Asahi whisper against his skin sending warm shivers down his spine.
His smile widened as he ran his fingers in the boys long brown hair. "I'm sorry" he whispers as he traces the bite mark on Asahi's shoulder. His desire made him lose control of his movements but neither of them seemed to regret what had just gone on between them.
The small Libero wanted to say something but the lump in throat prevented him from speaking as he looked at the handsome boy laying against him. He wished for time to stop at this moment so he never had to deal with the fear of losing Asahi.
In a few months he would graduate and be going to a university, Noya knew he couldn't keep Asahi all to himself if he went somewhere far away. The small Libero didn't have the courage to commit himself to a long-distance relationship.
He listens to the light sallow breathing of the boy on his chest before his eyes grew heavy and the land of dreams took over.
(That's all for this one-shot I hoped you enjoyed because I had fun writing it. Thank you!)
